Twists.
Life is full of fucking surprises. I don't have the answers anymore. I don't and i can't, for the life of me, know what's gonna happen tomorrow. And i hate it!
I used to know. I just don't anymore.
So in my fuckedupness i see myself at a fork. I wish i could travel both and know what each yields, but i can't. I have to pick one. Now i can't decide. I'm torn between my heart and my mind. I'm taking more and more time and the longer i take to decide, the more complicated it becomes. With the added delay, the two paths start to fade and there emerges another, third path - a path that i will eventually be forced to take because i couldn't make the decision when i had the choice.
This probably seems a bunch of random crap right now but let me explain further and then perhaps you can understand what it is that i am facing.
Path 1:
This promises excitement, adventure and is even dangerous. Its a risk and a big one at that. There could be two possible endings at the end of this road - either things would end up as absofuckinglutely fantastic or they'd be as bad as the worse i've seen in my life. I don't know for sure how this would end.
Path 2:
This is the safe path. Filled with mundane-ity, this is nothing but mediocre. i don't know how this one is going to end, except that there's going to be no great reward or major pain.
Path 3:
Now this one is what i'll have to swallow if i don't choose b/w 1 or 2. I have no freakin' clue except that i won't be able to run from it. I'll have to accept it.
So there you have it, what do i do?
Should i listen to my heart and follow wherever my passion leads me, or do i settle for mediocrity? Or do i resign to what i'm being forced to accept?
If only i knew ..
I used to know. I just don't anymore.
So in my fuckedupness i see myself at a fork. I wish i could travel both and know what each yields, but i can't. I have to pick one. Now i can't decide. I'm torn between my heart and my mind. I'm taking more and more time and the longer i take to decide, the more complicated it becomes. With the added delay, the two paths start to fade and there emerges another, third path - a path that i will eventually be forced to take because i couldn't make the decision when i had the choice.
This probably seems a bunch of random crap right now but let me explain further and then perhaps you can understand what it is that i am facing.
Path 1:
This promises excitement, adventure and is even dangerous. Its a risk and a big one at that. There could be two possible endings at the end of this road - either things would end up as absofuckinglutely fantastic or they'd be as bad as the worse i've seen in my life. I don't know for sure how this would end.
Path 2:
This is the safe path. Filled with mundane-ity, this is nothing but mediocre. i don't know how this one is going to end, except that there's going to be no great reward or major pain.
Path 3:
Now this one is what i'll have to swallow if i don't choose b/w 1 or 2. I have no freakin' clue except that i won't be able to run from it. I'll have to accept it.
So there you have it, what do i do?
Should i listen to my heart and follow wherever my passion leads me, or do i settle for mediocrity? Or do i resign to what i'm being forced to accept?
If only i knew ..
posted by Photographer at 1:06 PM
2 Comments:
Mediocrity will always be there. Waiting like a trap that has snared god know how many.
Choose passion. Even if you fail you'll never have the regrets and the what if's. They're worse than failing. Choose the path of passion and greatness...yes following your heart is greatness within itself.
The way I see it. You have no choice at all. It's path 1 for you. Mediocrity and force are not choices.
And since you only allow blogger comments and i was stupid enough to shift to blogger beta which is no longer working in pak im forced to use my sister's (dead) blogger account.
- Extiinct
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recently its emotional bullcrap, dont judge the recentmost articles.
last month or earlier this month would be a better bet.
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